SapphirE BlueS: Emotions
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
「 EnjoyzZ 1:04 PM 」


Well seldome update my blog...no time...since tmr is merdeka soooo keke got sum time to update it..:P
Today its bout emotion.....my personal emotions..my feelings now... well this few days when 'she' is in hk...i pray every morning...i wake up earlier than every1 uz to pray...hehe actually praying in da morning its better...soooo my mum won ask so much...y da sudden pray... normally i uz pray in my room..facing east...but i wanted to hav serious pray this time...i went downstairs to da....ermzz.. wut u cal tat??kekek da praying thingy la...i opened it..lid da candles and start praying...for 20 minutes..uz for her safety in hk..i cant see her or msg her...sooo i juz pray nhope everything will b fine in hk...praying helps me alot..it calms me...saves my life....half of it but nt all...at least it helps...or i will be soooo emotional tis few days...
lately my feelings torwards her is getting stronger...everyday i pass tru her hse or juz hav a glance of her car from far its ggood enough then i will think bout da good times d...it sumtimes make me sad n yet it puts a smle on my face..but lately i m kinda sad thou..coz.. i really donno wut is on her mind...msg her she din reply me...but then i receive a call from her at 3.30am..i really donno wut is her intentions but i prefer to wait...i won wan to rush it...she needs time...n tat is wut i m gonna ggive...anyway...3.30am reminds me of the time when we r still together...she usually get sic n i will call her at 3.30 juz to wake her up to take panadol...i reallly care for her..but i donno does she feel da same way...i wan her to noe how i feel ...by writing tis blog... i hope she can see it and understand..:P

i'd really miss her soooo much...:P

lots of luv..

~~Wae Lern~~