SapphirE BlueS: Pain
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
「 EnjoyzZ 10:13 PM 」


Today i donno wut happen...all of a sudden i fell pain in me...its not painfull but its bugging me...its hard to describe this feeling...but i knoe how to cure it....but its hard to do so....its actually my heart...i really feel it inside me....cant get ride of it!! how??! i wan to get rid of it...it really bugs me....either god come n make me for get bout her...take everything away or she fill in the peices in my heart...i reallly cant go on...this pain make me pissed...stresss....feel like killing...its hard to overcome!!plsss i cant let it go!!! i cant let go of her!!! she is the 1...of all ppl y her??! i donno!! keep on asking myself...she is not perfect...y wit her?? she is juz normal.. y wit her?? Y!!!??? its hard..!!! being wit her eventhough she is normal or not perfect...but when we are together is like we juz connect the cabel to brighten the world....its hardto describe...i m feeling the pain rite now!! its hard to overcome T.T....when i m wit her..she makes me feel complete, safe, perfect and undescribable feelings!! First Cut is just the DEEPEST!!!!
u cant juz let go...!! not like u think u can...its like u juz murder sumbody...it juz keeps haunting u until u bring him bak!! but tat won happen!!!! i wan her bak...i luv her.... she is da 1....i don see it b4....but i see it now....ppl juz don knoe how to appreciate sumthing until its really gone..!! i m sooooo ARGHHHH!!! its hard!!! plssss!!! heal it!!! i cant go tru life like this...she is my motivation!!!.... the pain.......

i m sooooo soreee sylvia!!! soooo sooo sooo soreee...!!
soree might not cure it...but its da onli word tat can help me in my vocabulary....

~~Wae Lern~~