SapphirE BlueS: A Change, for da better
Sunday, September 04, 2005
「 EnjoyzZ 12:52 PM 」


well...y change huh....no reason...yea rite...ppl need to change for da better...well my life suck!!!
Last nite i ask her to give me a confirmation wheather to come bak to me...hehe...y?? i wan her to ask herself this question...the more time she hav...my chances becomes thinner...she will ask her friends...especially YUN!!!! da one tat knows me n don treat me as a friend...think i m juz sumbody u meet on da street....she say wut? "i onli noe u bcoz of wei'' sooo damn self centerered...bcoz of ppl like her i don dare to drag da process she can polute her mind for gods sake!!!sehe might think tat i m wrong...or wut i don care anymore..she decides wut she wants..she might thin tat yun is good for her...go ahead...i m not afraid of wei...but yun...she can polute her mind...n maybe wei can fall into her trap or wut so ever....who knows?? mayb wei sees sumthing in her... but i don like her...n can u belif it ? i actually say she is pretty...omg!!! i m sooo wrong...pretty on da outside...but inside? omg lets not go there...no offense...she likes to tell it out...so am i...i m being toooooo soft to gals d...n tis is wut i get in return...well i was wrong to gals...y cant every gals b like...sue yen...shao yong? or ayb czetrine? they r soooo kind...ppl lik yun, eling...? yea...wut r they? if u r here answer tat ques by urself..u don need me to help u wit tat im sure...u know wut? these gals don even deserve my friendship at all!!no point sacrificing for them...wasting my time... its becoz of ppl like yun ..society today is sooo bad...raping cases went up...thats y...u all take thigs for granted to guys..haihzz... being good is a good thing..but don b tooo good..!!!i hav to stop going after her....even if we gt bck together.. i don think yun will happy bout that...i don wan chaos to occur bcoz of me...sooo its better like tat...:P...n 1 thing gets me thinking wei....the second time we get bak together...its NOT y second chance but urs...i din do anythng wrong in our 1st relationship rite?? think about it...wut actually happen...ask urself...i m always confuse...but not now...lik my wut angel say...."everything happen 4 a reaon"...:Pwei...when u r reading this...u can b ngry wit me..do wut u wan...i wan to express my feelings to da world....juz like u n ur blog...i hope u can see tat..:P take care ya..god bless...u might not see everything today..but u will see it 1 day..:Pn 1 more thing.... don take me lightly...!! n don ignore my msgs!! argh...it juz gets me burning.!!keke juz wanna let u knoe...how would u feel if ppl do tat to u? ask urself...:P

GOD BLESS

Lots of luv!!...

Wae Lern..