SapphirE BlueS: why!??!!!@#@$
Sunday, November 06, 2005
「 EnjoyzZ 6:58 AM 」


why is this happening to me?? omg... y must she go....? sobs...not to be against god but i just got the feeling that he really likes to pick on people.ok..everytime when i truly like someone.. that person will surely leave. this happen to me sooo many times!!! ok when i was like standard 1...theres this girl that promise me that she will sit with me in class till standard six. but the next year...she moved!!! to a place where i don really know..i was still very young then. then when i was in standard six i like this girl..then i have to move to PJ!!!! omg!!! i got her number..but now i cannot contact her..coz from 7 digit become 8 digit... how m i going to contact??!! see !!! get what i mean??!! Then NOW!!! i truly truly likes a girl..then wut? shes leaving soon..."great!!" i know it quite early.thats why i don wan to go for it!! what for ??T.T later when she leaves...my heart will break!! sooo i decided not to have too much feelings on her...got no choice..friends will do.. people saying i got no balls....what is this.. because of that ..people end up calling me names..great...now whos fault isit? well i guess is me then. i don appreciate something until its really gone. i take things for granted. this is what i get.i guess... haihZz.
what to do? what to do?
now!! study!!! later only talk about this. but i hope that this incident doesn't repeat itself in the future. i can't take it!!! DaMN!!!

Peace Out.