SapphirE BlueS: I m TIED DOWN!!
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
「 EnjoyzZ 9:46 PM 」


well this few days in coll..its fun... nowadays~ when i m trying to make a "move"
i i will have a flashback!! my past experience... yea fine eventhou i got tru it long time ago!! yea rite..tats wut i m telling myself...but until today!! this very day!! me!!! i m still tied down in my past!! ive let go long time ago!! but the thought is there... haunting me till today!! now!! whenever i wan to make a move!! i'll have to re-think!! y? coz its HAUNTING ME!!! argh!! college life is fun!! but still? its bcoz of "U" today i m like this!! well i basiclly think tat is god's actions!! due to my "desperate times" i'd say "yes" look at wut i have today for saying the "yes"...its killing me everyday!! n i mean everyday!! i go to class i see friends!! i will start thinking!! not "special" friends but normal friends!! i look at Jit ...ill think bout he n penn...then i ll go bak to me! "Jit is doing well, wut about me?" then my past came bak!! wut can i do? fellow bloggers!! give me ur comments!!! i seriously need them1!!!! basicly is my fault for even knowing such ppl..that toy wit ppl hearts..make the experience haunt them throughout life itself!! crap!!!

Wae Lern