SapphirE BlueS: Flpwer heart!!
Monday, August 14, 2006
「 EnjoyzZ 8:23 PM 」


ok i jus t have a thought about this today.. n i came to a conclusion that i got a flower heart!! "fa sam" kinda true tho... mayb its bcoz of that i m not moving on. but to tell u guys the truth. i kinda like every1... as in, in a friend kinda way. i treat loads of them good. and i don mnd moving up the relationship. i can commit myself to one. i did that to dru n wei, n when i did that, i bearly know them. but my heart has a feel for them. to dru, my feelins cant grow coz we seldome meet during the relationship. but wei, that relationship onli lasted a month or so but i have the most feelings for her i guess.. its like whenever i hav a chance to meet up wit her i will.. we hang out till 12. i know her parentss always go to genting on the weekends and id try my best to hang out with her then. it was real nice! the feeling was great! she may not b the best but she is sumthing to me once. we usually walk around the housing area, looking at the stars, taking a sorts of crap, but knowing that she is beside me, who cares? ;P... it was great while it lasted. but i find that after that.. i still find it hard to move on..the relationship was like 1 yr ago. n i don think i 100% let go, mayb 85 % but the 15% is still kinda irritating! sooo now i think for me being not able to let go i kinda hurt some1 that does not deserve to be hurt, she is a great gal and i let it go... conclusion... i sill donno wut i m gonna conclude from all this... hmmm.. i realise many people in the word does not have the same opportunity to have feel love like me , therefore i think i m gonna try to improve on myself n try to move on by looing for sum1 that is perfect for me. n i don care wut others think!! bleh! juz like wei.!! jim was like she is this she is that~ yaadaaa yaaadaaa.. but i still carry on with her!!!! i hope i can find another person like her.. err not like her, as in the feelings that i give her.. >< chiaozZ

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