its bak

yesterday was MUFY sharity day!!! >< have loads of fun!! for half of da day
! when its like around 2 i just feel weird! just by looking around the feeling that i felt b4 came back.very geram la! hard! mayb its bcoz i saw bella~ ^^ saw her but donno wut to say! all i did was smile while inside there was like loads of stuff waiting to come out~ haih~ mayb i ll juz b like this~ sooo i kinda use an excuse like i m sick to chiao home! left there at 2.30.. grrr.. wasnt feeling good! fetch ming home went bak n donno stress myself on wut~ ><

saw bella today again~ but all i did was smile!! wtf~ grrrr... i got a song tp decribe me! hehehall ive been feeling!

its from rascal flatts - what hurts the most
heres the lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do