Sunday, August 27, 2006
okok~ now i m feeling kinda ok i guess~ i guess i will hide it deep inside my heart! n lock it!! nvr to let it come out! but it will always b there!! the key to open it basicly lies in every gals heart. i will try not to let it out!! ^^ soo now i m kinda ok i guess! haha
have to do more sports! its d nly thing tat keeps my mind ocupy!lol! n now i m in love wit bah kut teh!! n chicken rice!! woooohoo!! wtf? lol
Wae Lern
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
OK I GOT A FEW ANOUNCEMENT TO MAKE!!
1ST - I DON PLAY PPL!! I RESPECT THEM!! I WAS MISUNDERSTOOD!!
2ND - I M SICK OF ALL THESE!! I DON WAN TO HURT PPL! ALL MY INTENTIONS ARE GOOD! IF U THINK THEY OFFENDDED U! U R WRONG!!!
3RD - COLLEGE IS FUCKING STRESS!!! I GOT MY SPORTS! I M STRESS OF THAT!!
4TH - I HAVE TO LIVE UP TO MY REPUTATION!! TO MY FAMILY! MY FRIENDS!! SPORTS BUDDIES!!
5TH - MY LOVE LIFE SUCK!! I CARE FOR EVERYONE!! IF U GUYS THINK ITS FAKE!! NOT MY PROBLEM!! I M SICK AGAIN FOR TRYING TO CONVINCE U GUYS!!
6TH - AND IF THIS POST OFFEND U AGAIN!! OWH FUCK IT THEN!
WAE LERN
Sunday, August 20, 2006
juz finish having a talk wit wei~ well when i talk to her i kinda feel something~ as in i like her more than a friend.. but i cant b with her... y? err she is in aus, n err i don think she wan me bak? donno ler! but friends should b ok ler~ i guess~ still blur at everything... n my probs for her should b solve i think.. after todays conversation... i no longer hold any grudge or watsoever! haahha... let us see wut the futurre holds~! kinda stupid for me to break the second time... tonite cant sleep liao!! will b thinking n thinking! lol... thats all for now~ ahah
Monday, August 14, 2006
ok i jus t have a thought about this today.. n i came to a conclusion that i got a flower heart!! "fa sam" kinda true tho... mayb its bcoz of that i m not moving on. but to tell u guys the truth. i kinda like every1... as in, in a friend kinda way. i treat loads of them good. and i don mnd moving up the relationship. i can commit myself to one. i did that to dru n wei, n when i did that, i bearly know them. but my heart has a feel for them. to dru, my feelins cant grow coz we seldome meet during the relationship. but wei, that relationship onli lasted a month or so but i have the most feelings for her i guess.. its like whenever i hav a chance to meet up wit her i will.. we hang out till 12. i know her parentss always go to genting on the weekends and id try my best to hang out with her then. it was real nice! the feeling was great! she may not b the best but she is sumthing to me once. we usually walk around the housing area, looking at the stars, taking a sorts of crap, but knowing that she is beside me, who cares? ;P... it was great while it lasted. but i find that after that.. i still find it hard to move on..the relationship was like 1 yr ago. n i don think i 100% let go, mayb 85 % but the 15% is still kinda irritating! sooo now i think for me being not able to let go i kinda hurt some1 that does not deserve to be hurt, she is a great gal and i let it go... conclusion... i sill donno wut i m gonna conclude from all this... hmmm.. i realise many people in the word does not have the same opportunity to have feel love like me , therefore i think i m gonna try to improve on myself n try to move on by looing for sum1 that is perfect for me. n i don care wut others think!! bleh! juz like wei.!! jim was like she is this she is that~ yaadaaa yaaadaaa.. but i still carry on with her!!!! i hope i can find another person like her.. err not like her, as in the feelings that i give her.. >< chiaozZ
Wae Lern.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
okok todays blog is not bout me! but related also lerr~its bout the stupid war happening in the middle east.. ok 1st of all i wan to blame the pres of US for? being an idiot to hav a war..when he started the war he donno how many lives are gonna be killed!! che juz wan fame n yaadaa yaaddaa.. todays breaking news, US being treaten. they the therorist is gonna blow any aircraft that is in the sky with liquid explosive... or something , for more detail plsss go to CNN n check out more all the aircraft in US have been stop! UK too!! my dad is in canada!! was soppose to go into UK today!!! WTF!!! stupid rite?? its sooo close!! grrr!! so sick!! donno wut to say d~ grrrr geram!
