Wednesday, September 27, 2006
well its 12. i was suppose to be sleeping, already shut down my computer. turn on y phone to listen to some music to get myself to sleep and after hearing that music, it gets me thinking. thinking that i was wrong before. i finnaly want to state this to public. i don't know whether whould you visit my blog. but the mesaagae that i want to sent through is this. i don't want to sent u a direct sms. it might be disturbing, all i want yo to know is this:
The reason why i broke up with you is because i don't want us to end up like how i end up with my ex. and i was wrong, i did not give it a chance to grow. i just can't accept the fact that i loss a love one, n i think that we bond better when we are friends. but now, i just realise that i've loss something important, you, now is a real bad time to say this but at least i post it out, i have to let it out, i know how wrong i was before and i just feel like being beside you always. All this while, all the childish acts i've done is basically for attentions. you won't see me acting like a goof at home. well, all i can say now is that i am glad that we are still friends. and hope that our friendship will grow one day.
you guys should go and download the song!
Artist: Be-factory
Song : FUYU IV
ALBUM : Boys Be... OST
Saturday, September 23, 2006
hey hey!! got a new skin. hope you guys like it~ there are some adjustment that still have to be made. its not right yet~ ^^
well, about me, now currently there is nothing happening here. just plain old me.
went to the "taylors" area for lunch on friday, wow its like my first time here.
everything was so new to me when i was there. i was like "is this taylors?" william gives me a kinda stara that is trying to tell me that i am a noob!!! grrrr. now i know where is taylors business school and taylor's main campus. its just down the road! cool! its also my first time going to AC. omg~ if i were to study in taylors 100% cannot concerntrate! there are like soooooooo many foosball table and pool table! sure "hailat" if i study there. there are tooo many distraction. but the food there is afordable, there are soo many choices! omg! i can't believe it. sunway food are kinda lke limited! ahha compare to taylors. but sunways enviroment is much better. not so cramp. hehe
everywhere got their pros and cons. i prefer sunway. more peaceful. lol
Wae Lern
Monday, September 18, 2006
Spend my afternoon with sher today! didn't realy tak to her on sunday. so i try to ake it up today~. nth much to say~
but pictures do means a thousand words rite?
enjoyzZ
sher : opppsss
forgotten to wink!! she wink without me!!!! grrrrr!! ><
find it hard to smile!! lol
after it all! at home toilet ahah poser!!!!*
WAe LErn
Sunday, September 17, 2006
heeh sher come baK liao!!! hehe she sooo pretty!!!!!! hhaah always pretty ler~ >< i wan a gf like sher !! lol
my ideal gf :
- a little bit of sher
- a little bit of jia
- a little little bit of my bossy sis
- a lot of loving like my mum
- sweet
- adorable
- caring!
lol.. these personalities are hard to find in a person, by the time i'd actually find a girl like that, i may be 70. lol.
my coming gf(next 1, but donno who):
1) suitable to me
2) like me for who i am
3) simple
lol.. not asking for much!! haha
just watch a movie called "if only" very touching. if i really let my emotions out, i WILL cry. for a guy. hmmm yea! i WILL. i'd be that guy in that show anytime anyday.
"no matter u got 50 years of 5 mins, it would be the same, depends how you treasure it with the one you love."
if i got 5 mins left in this world. i will call up a girl to let her know i love her, and that is just what i want her to know before i go.
the movie is touching if you guys have a chance to watch it, it would be great. you will start to treat your better half with more respect and give them more love, and have a different prespective in life.
Wae Lern
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
you know, i kinda feel lonely nowadays, don't really know why, but something inside makes me be dull. i m lke a zombie in college, crap. i want get rid of my desires! yeah! my desires! i am going running tomorrow, run away from my desires! learned it from somewhere! very useful!
lonely lonely lonely! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. sick! i wish i can lose my "love" feeling! lolzZ too much cartoons sorry people. ^^ gtg
its geting late! need the sleep
Wae Lern
Friday, September 08, 2006
yesterday was MUFY sharity day!!! >< have loads of fun!! for half of da day
! when its like around 2 i just feel weird! just by looking around the feeling that i felt b4 came back.very geram la! hard! mayb its bcoz i saw bella~ ^^ saw her but donno wut to say! all i did was smile while inside there was like loads of stuff waiting to come out~ haih~ mayb i ll juz b like this~ sooo i kinda use an excuse like i m sick to chiao home! left there at 2.30.. grrr.. wasnt feeling good! fetch ming home went bak n donno stress myself on wut~ ><
saw bella today again~ but all i did was smile!! wtf~ grrrr... i got a song tp decribe me! hehehall ive been feeling!
its from rascal flatts - what hurts the most
heres the lyrics
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Sunday, September 03, 2006
errr now bak to blog! i guess~ still bz lerr.. lolzZ.. ok i have 4 days free!! din touch my books at all!! OMG! merdeka day!! ken, kel n me went out! chilled abit! darn long din meet up wit them d! really great to see them again..n that ken!! omfg!! he is damn tall! now i hav to look up while talking to him! what?! or mayb i m shrinking! lol. n then friday. i was at home, went to see a doctor! n went out for lunch with mum n bro! soo da whole afternnon is gone n i spend the rest of da time at home! sat! i wash "my" car!! lol my dad say is my car! well not 100% but 70% i guess! haha my smart! lol... is any of u see a orange smart on da road! it could be me!! a small, yet powerful car! no joke ppl! tat car is using a mitsubishi colt's engine! for tat size it can run!! >< haha! compare to the sentra.. n i finnaly got my rudy project! 85 murphy vista! love it! n erm sunday i practically stayed at home! went running in the morning! tats all!!! ^^
well my love probs are still there but not soo disturbing i guess! have to put it aside! see got any1 wan me anot! lol have to go tru life like this! have to overcome this!! >< sooo ppl! i m single n available! lolzZ
Wae LErn
