「 EnjoyzZ 12:10 PM 」

my life is now complete~ i can die peacefully! haha

yay! ^^ (but don kill me!)

hmmm, already been back here for 2 weeks? being happy! enjoying the moments, suffering accounts~ o.O nicholas n my sis both feel like strangeling me to death bcoz i cant do accounts~ T__T not my fault la~ my brain abit slowwwwww~ bear with it can? ^^

and also thanks to their patients!! i can now do abit~ keke

yeappp just abit! still better than ntg rite? ^^

my life is completed~ ^^

Wae Lern


erm~ thats all i think~ ^^



me just feeling lucky and happy now~ hehe

「 EnjoyzZ 7:37 PM 」

ok~ back to blogging!! classes have started!! i m soooo siannn sobs~ have to study again!! >< grrrrr... have to push push push!! have to b motivated again!!! haha, work work work~ o.O

hheheh

that day watch transformer again!! still an awsome movie!! love it sooo much!! ^^ to top it up! i watch with hui san too~ ^^ yay!!

the 1st week here great!! loving the moments we spend together!! ^^ happy happy happy!! hmmmm loads to say~ alot in my head, and alot of stuff to deal with~ ^^
still loving the way things is now~ i m just errrr, happy now? or sumthing like that~ ^^

hoping that you are also feeling the same way as i feel for u patients is a vertue, pretty n handsome~ o.O

haha btw gt a song that would like express myself in my current condition, i think~ ^^
here it goes~

'Nsync - Selfish

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

Wae Lern

「 EnjoyzZ 7:58 AM 」

i m bak to melb~ arive like 3 days ago~ hmmm the weather here is killing me~ getting harder and harder to recover from my sickness~ fluuuu, zzzzzzz hehe but somehow being bak here is kinda fun!! bak to all the works n stress~ ehhe life is nice here LOL! nick said i "lembek" adi when i came bak~ all of the sudden i was sooo demotivated~ >< maybe its coz of msia! hehe i kinda face a few probs back then~ soo while i m bak! lets get motivated all over again! ehhe its all getting nteresting this sem! ehhe bring it on!! ^^

erm, i think this is all i will blog from now on~ CIAO!!!
btw~ ian jim gt great cooking skills! lol!!
sher, ur a real lucky one! ^^

Wae Lern

「 EnjoyzZ 11:09 PM 」

Confession

most of the times i am really blur~ and i think i really offend u thet other day~ or mayb i m just thinking too much~

the previous me is like this, when i go for a gal~ i am always, always ready for rejection, coz i got other girls in mind, like if u reject me, its ok~ i got another target~ things happen soo fast b4~ and yet also ended equally as fast~ b4 this i can rather say i m kinda like a jerk to alot of ppl~
ppl end up giving me names~ having real bad reputations among some friends~ and they end up talking behind my back, and i call them hypocrites, going against them, blaming them for everything~ but come to think of it~ the reason why these things happen is because of my actions, these are the kind of examples i set infront of them, in a way i have a very very very strong defense machanism. defending myself all the time eventhou it is my faults, causing major probs to others, loosing myself, complaining that the world is at fault but it actually lies on me. I judge everybody, always talking bad stuff at their backs? i think, i keep saying that they are goood ppl all the time~ eventhou its behind their backs~ because i believe in karma. what goes around comes around. i m doing it for my own benefits. its kinda selfish but i would like u to know all this, well not only you but to everyone that visits this blog.

and because of me meeting u now~ there is no other girl~ i got no plans or what so ever, i m no longer that 17 year old childish guy~ that take things for granted. you are my motive and my insparation, my final target. there is no one else, but u.

i always say " i must always practise what i preace" true i do, but most of the time i dont, what u guys see its just the outer me, u din see the inner me. i m always trying to be a better person but end up being a real jerk. now i don even know who i am.

hmmm, i m not that good, but everything u know about me is true, what i tell u its true about me, but there are equally as many things i have, that u din know.

i will change now and will not let this kinda of actions happen again! all the things i say bout my attitudes will go after this post! and i sincerely hope to be accepted by u~ ^^
this is my confession and hope that u will change ur point of view towards me.

Wae Lern

「 EnjoyzZ 12:48 AM 」

hmmmm...... previous post is ntg~ now i gt a REAL post!!! hmmm today's topic is about hypocrite!!! eheh i got friends that are hypocrites~ n also i know about it~ hmmmm cool aye! i m not saying names! but! if u read this!! and u think its u! ITS U! if ur a girl~ hehe they are girls!! not from aussie!! from malaysia!! eheh

to u! in my oppinion u are freaking wannabes! one gt influence toooo easily~ the other is just a bitch! wahahah raw data!! hmmmm i m stating MY opinion in MY blog~ so u can eat shit for all i care! hmmm, thats all! grrrr

one thing here is~ look at urself before u start judging someone else~ ur not all that miss popular~ u love to " oohh ahhh ehhh eee" do those childish act infront of guys! WE DON FIND U CUTE~ u r ~ errr ewwwwww!! u certainly DO NOT deserve my friendship and i really wish u tell that in my face sooo badly so i can be NOT annoyed by the issue~ esssh!! dumb!!

okok i m kinda mad now so i m just saying it out load ~ lets make it public! ^^ eheh

Wae Lern

「 EnjoyzZ 12:08 PM 」

its getting kinda bored here in KL >< ntg much to do also~ everyday at home!! haha n i will be leaving here in 12 days? or 11? hehe
starting my next semester soon! breaks will be over soon! stress will be coming sooon! everything will be coming soon~ >< but i got a feeling next sem will be a better sem! learning all the mitakes froom the current sem~ eheheh must do well score high! proove to ppl that i m someone!

oh yea, still haven get to watch transformer yet! darn!! i want to watch it soooo badly!! come on! all the seats are taken! damn!!!!i WAN TO WATCH IT!!!
go out also donno what to do~ stay home also donno wut to do~ how? eheh its getting weird!!

some part of me wanna go back to melb~ coz i will be a ble to seee her!!
some part of me wanted to stay back coz of family n friends~ there is a dillema now~ =S
but its alrite! i think i've speend enough time here in msia d! n i have to go bak to aus soon! enjoy all you can here and go back to have a great semester! hehe

Wae Lern