Tuesday, October 31, 2006
current song that relates to my life: ntg~ ^^
well its in da middle of exam!! 2 over! 3 to come! it will all be done soon! funny of all time to blog i choose now. "swt"
i just got some confession? hmmmmm.
you know, if u take a piece of glass and you broke it. it will shatter into amillion pieces, and if you were to fix them back, it will take a very long time.and once its done,and when a person sees it, they will know that is was once broken.
sooo a girls heart is fragile, once broken, it will forever be remembered.
nvr nvr nvr break a persons heart! this post is not to all the guys, but its also to all the girls! my own point of view in terms of experience, if a girls breaks your heart, and deny it, she is worth forgetting AND nvr because of her make u loose the opportunity to go for another one! don let bcoz of ur ex u cannot move on! after she hurt u! n don go hurt another girl unintentionally! coz! by then u will b playing the part of ur previous ex! wut she did to u u did to her n u wont have the time to explain to her. the new girl wont trust u anymore! soo if a girl hurt u! forget bout her straight! no point!
Wae Lern
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
current song that relates to my life : shayne ward - thats my goal
hmmmm...should be studying! but i cann't! darn! family went to korea! leave me home alone! >< eeeeek! with grandparents tho~ ^^
alll of the sudden, i realise something. for the two weeks we are together. i realise something true. even though nothing happen, but i can see you trying. i see this "Today is a Special Day" in your blog. i did nothing. i see "to the world you're just somebody, but to somebody you're the world." and i just do nothing.
i just woke up. i had a quarel with my ex 2 days ago, i finally got the guts to tell her off, and i feel great. and i just know that alll this while i have been tied down to something that is dragging me down!
i saw my loss, i feel the pain, but surprisingly i don't feel like tearing the world apart.hmmm. i am lke sooooo blur now. i don't know what to do. just go with the flow! have to work my way to caufield! MUST!! >< argh!! got some to chase after!! go go go!!! STUDY!!!
Wae Lern
Friday, October 20, 2006
current song that relates to my life : BBMAK - miss you more
ehehe now i got a new title! current song that relates to my life! u want to know how i eel? check out the lyrics!!!! heheh
ok today was ok. went out for lunch with a group of people. and the important thing that happen to me is that i've actually know what i've loss. After looking directly at your eyes with yours looking back at mine. i see something special, something no words can describe! well i am suppose to be the saddest guy in the world knowing that i will not be with you. but so far! i've not heard "you" saying that we will never be together. All i've heard is what my friends have told me. not directly from you, so i am not giving up soo easily.
I've found out that happiness is from within us! not anywhere else! not from your friends,love ones or even family, but ourselves! when you are with your love ones you fell happy. you might think that your partner is the one that generate the happiness. but you also feel happy when you are talking to her on the phone, or even smile when your sleeping dreaming about something good. at that time, you're alone. how could they possibly generate happiness in you when they are not there? happiness comes from within. its whether YOU want to feel happy or not. your mind tells you what you want and thats all. ^^ sooo be happy! don't thank the other person that your happy, thank yourself!
sad thing of the day
INFLATION on IMPORTED GOODS!!! WTF@?!?!?!??!?!?! its like soooo hard to afford a BoA CD now!!dammit!! no fair!!! my collection have to come to a stop!! darn it! n i have to save money!!!!! save to RM5900!!! to buy watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! donnno how many months allowance! holiday must work work work!!!crap!!! who want to hire me!?!?!? got money can d! i need money!! >< sobs!
i don care i am going to work for this!!!!
TAG Heuer Aquaracer Chronograph!! hot aye??!?!? love it!! sooo much!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
You know, life is so unpredictable. you will never know when will you go. ANything can happen in a blink of an eye. Inocent lives have been taken away just like that~ swift*. after all that happen to me recently, i just feel like dying, get over it. But if i were to leave this world, my parents will be suffering, my grandparents, sis n bro. what will happen to them? stress, because of me. sooo many mess! now, dying can also stress you up! live also cannot die also cannot! argh! what T F u wan? hmmmm.. sian~ my current situation is still kinda unbalance. could fall anytime~ but i have to live with it. not my calling on when i am dying.
and one more thing~ to you guys out there, i know you guys care but when you're with me, don't bring up the topic. it really make me frust, very frust, i am now feeling fine! ok! and refresh! done deal! nothing is wrong! i am just FINE~ thank you!
i am not obsess i am just tense! ^^ don't ask me soo much about the thing that happen. or i will end up blamming everyone other than myself~
p/s : thats not good! ><
Wae Lern
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
well i would call myself the world's dummest dick head, would you? u should. when person trip, the second time we uses tat road he tend to avoid the crack. but for me i will keppp on triping everytime i walk passed that spot. due to ultimate stupidness. mistakes done, stillll keeep going to the same spot! wtf? rite rite?
When i set foot in college. i saw a new beggining, a new start, new chapter in my life's story book. but it allll end up being exactly the same. anything changE? yea~ enviroment. i tell myself this year. don't be the same old foolish mak. be someone new. i was that someone new in the first month. what happen after that? hmmm let me guess~ same old wae lern duh!!! wut else? god? yea rite.. i end up being the same old dick head. have the same personalities like : hurting, avoiding problems, treating people like shyt, look down on people, act like a dick, yaadaa yaadaa. thats me now~ this year 2006. i wonder what will happen to me in year 2007? be hitler? maybe~ need to start growning a small patch! need to rule the world!
or whatever.
moral of the story : wae lern hurt people, being a hypocrite, look like shyt, show off, useless, all kinds of crap wut u think is what i am.
I "THOUGHT" things can change~ but to me i guess not. it alll look the same to me.
what a waste of time and money for college. better to work! can be more productive aye?
WAe LErn da stupid` wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Monday, October 02, 2006
i just found this song~ quite romantic~ C>< hehe hope u guys like it~ lol
the lyrics is here
"One In This World"
I've been searching for
A heart that needs a heart like mine
I've been reaching for
A hand that understands
I've been waiting for
Someone that I can love
That loves me
Loves me for the one that I am
Someone to hold me when I'm lonely
Someone to keep the rain away
They say
They say
[Chorus]
There's one in this world for everyone
One heart
One soul to walk beside you
One in this life to share your love
One touch
To touch the heart inside you
Wanna reach for each night
Wanna trust with your life
That's what I believe
You're the one
The one in this world for me
I've been praying that
Someone like you would rescue me
I've been hoping that
I'll find my way to you
I've been dreaming that
Somehow I'll finally find somebody
Somebody to make my dreams come true
Someone to hold me when I'm lonely
Someone to give my whole world to
They say
They say
[Chorus]
Somebody to hold me when I'm lonely
Someone to tell my secrets to
Someone who's living for me only
Someone to give my whole world to
They say
They say
They say
They say
[Chorus]
You're the one
You're the one in this world for me
You're the one
its sung by haylie duff
